arrrrrriiiggght

So i'm just getting life owned right now. cruel poker. no money heads up, everybody's solid. LOL. going to start running my heads ups like a business. i realize i just sit around on the computer too much, so i'm accepting the fact i will be playing b/c games, only because overall it will be better once i learn to always play my a game. going to purchase memberships to sites as i'm building the roll. not for a while but its something to look forward to; like husng.com and like SS membership/HEM. SO(i say this so much because its what i project after i put in the time actually playing) no sitting around idly on the computer as its just a draining exercise and most likely is a cause to the lack of volume i put in. you gotta put everything behind you, play a lot, then reflect. unless of course i get to be uncomfortable at any point during the grinding weeks. bahhh 10$'s are so easy!! it only excites me more to soon be at 50/100s. soon being a relative term... that to me, means roughly 8 months.... i'm putting learning on hold for now, so i have more time to play.